i have an obsession with this world of warcraft player called swifty i watch every video on his main youtube account and his IRL channel when he doesn't post a new video up i go back and watch previous videos and i have watched them numerous times before, i cant stop watching his life and how good he has it. i am insanely jealous of him of how good his life looks and also it has been a life long dream of mine to live in america which he is currently living in Florida. his videos show his house and his neghbourhood and what he gets up to during the day and it makes me sad that i cant be in america. is there something wrong with me, or is america glorified to much that im not seeing the real thing? i dont know but all i know is i cant stop watching his videos i find them entertaining and i cant stop watching them even if i have watched them before.